Heslin
Our Chemical HeartsHeslin is a socially bold school acquaintance whose brief appearances link two kinds of exposure: he loudly recognizes Henry and Grace’s concealed intimacy, then contributes a personal account to a collective effort built around admitting fault. His role is small, but in both moments he turns private matters into something that can be witnessed or shared.
Identity and Social Presence
The narrator says that he and Heslin rarely spoke at school before the night Heslin recognizes him with Grace. That limited familiarity makes Heslin’s sudden confidence notable: once he believes he has discovered an intimate secret, he treats it as grounds for a closer bond. His manner is teasing and physical, but the exchange also shows him responding to the narrator as an insider rather than a distant schoolmate.
Witness to Henry and Grace
At a gathering crowded with people in costumes, the narrator kisses Grace while hoping someone they know will see them together. About an hour later, Heslin does. He shouts, “I knew it!” and his recognition releases the narrator from the tension of waiting for the relationship to be observed. For the narrator, being seen offers a kind of external confirmation that the two of them are real, even though he has not told Grace how much he wants that confirmation.
Grace immediately pulls back, stands, and goes to collect her things. Heslin, still grinning, asks, “How long have you been banging her for?” The narrator asks him to keep their relationship quiet, without explaining that he and Grace have not yet had sex. Heslin promises, “Your secret’s safe with me,” then musses the narrator’s hair. His promise preserves the secrecy Henry requests, while the narrator’s account makes clear that the witness he had hoped for is also a risk: public recognition might give the relationship substance, but it could also expose a desire Grace does not know he has.
Contribution to the Redemption Issue
Later, during a hurried newspaper effort organized around redemption, Heslin stays for about three hours before leaving to supervise his party. Before he goes, he writes a soliloquy about finally redeeming himself in his parents’ eyes for what happened at his previous party. The piece gives his party-host persona a more personal dimension: alongside the joking confidence he displays with the narrator, Heslin can frame his own behavior as something for which he wants forgiveness. His contribution belongs to a wider set of pieces in which students turn regrets, losses, and past mistakes into material for the issue.